So on a brigher note, these last few weeks have also brought some very happy moments...We got Lily about a month ago, and she and Tilo have been surprisingly getting along great! They even cuddle at night =) Its so cute.
Tucker's baptism last Saturday was awesome. We got to talk with my old youth pastor, Neal, and his wife that was also my small group leader, Charity. After talking with them I've realized how much support I really do have and I've learned to switch my way of thinking up a little. For the next few weeks I've decided that I am going to cherish the time I get to spend with my husband. I've swapped the yucky feeling of him "leaving me" to a more filling feeling of "I get another day with him."
But, as awful as it feels to not be able to be with my husband for 7-9 months, my spirits are lifted with thoughts of moving to Missouri with my best friends Kinzi and Kiki. This will be MY time to gain that independance I really never got to have seeing as I went straight from high school to marriage. Maybe, no..not maybe, this IS a blessing in disguise. Not only will I be getting a lot of support from my friends during this time, I also feel that this trip will help me spiritually. By the time Tucker and I reunite, we both will be in a great state of mind. I already have some goals laid out for myself to accomplish by the time he gets back.
But back to the present. This Saturday night is the Marine Corps Ball, and I'm way excited for it, even though Tucker doesn't seem too anxious himself. For my birthday a few weeks ago, he bought me a dress for it and I LOVE IT! Here's a picture of it:
Ill be sure to post pictures of the two of us all dressed up this weekend I PROMISE =)
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