UGHHHHHHHH It's only been 3 months!! This past month has left me feeling discouraged, yet enduring. It's really discouraging me that I'm not even half way done with this, and its feeling like its been FOREVER that hes been gone. I still get to talk to him mostly every day, its not for long but I enjoy every second I get. And I think about it often, that I'm a very spoiled military wife, who's husband is deployed. I might complain or victimize myself because I only get 10 minutes to talk to my husband in the morning or at night, or that I have to be without him for 8 to 10 months. Most of them don't even know when they are going to talk to their husbands next, whether it will be the next day, or the next week, or even the next month. AND some, mostly in other branches of the military, are gone for YEARS at a time. Here I am feeling down about myself because its a few months.
So another update on my life at the moment...I went to pick up the keys to my house 2 days ago =) I officially move in this Wednesday. My friend Kinzi is coming with me for about 2 and a half weeks to help me set up my new life in California. I'm nervous about the whole thing, but excited too. Its mostly just the fear of the unknown, but once I get everything set up and in order, I'm sure I'll love it. I have a REALLY good feeling about it down there.
My friend Ellie from New York is coming to visit me next month for about a week....I'm really pumped about that also. Hopefully with all that is happening this next month or so, the time will be sure to fly by.
Love knows no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no fading of its hope...it can outlast anything.
